cloudy days。

I want to avoid saying this (and I’ve avoided it many times before) because it isn’t going to look very pretty.

I HATE it when I’m doing it all alone all the time. It’s as if I’m going on a trip on my own with all the planning that I have to do on my own all the time, spending late nights and early mornings trying to get as much information and details right, so that nothing goes wrong. But YOU, you have done anything that’s related to the trip itself and all you cared was the assignment deadline that you had to complete (and guess what, I have that exact same assignment too and I haven’t started on it yet.)

Sure, you came to my room in an attempt to book the stuff once but well, I was doing all the searching. I told you we should do the booking the following day, and you jolly well assume that ‘WE’ refers to ‘ME’. And you knew that we had to book everything fast since everything is now running out fast. At least the Koreans bothered to help with all the finding, even though English ain’t the language that they’re most comfortable with. Han Sil & Jo spent the late nights and early mornings trying to find the accomodations, connecting trains with me, despite coming back so late last night. And you, I haven’t even heard from you.

So now the bookings are done, so are you going to say ‘Thank you’? I think you owe me an apology, and a thank you ain’t gonna do no shit to me. Suddenly remember what Victor told me before I came here – ‘Don’t take any shit that you don’t deserve’. Yes, I ain’t gonna take no shit that i don’t deserve. If i’m gonna plan the entire trip from the air tickets down to the connecting trains all on my own, I’ll rather be going to go on that trip on my own, or find more deserving travel partners like the koreans who helped.